obsession

first thing first...
i survived a 3 hour lecture
w/o a tab bit sleepy.
i am so proud of myself.
i understood wat beverlgy goh was talking abt
and wat slim was taking about!!!

anyway, i going on diet
this time my mission is to hit 47kg
and maintain.

ok. need to go and do something about
ctl.
damm crap.
this sem onli 2 exams
i must work hard on my projects.

so tom is school
ameerah is utterly kanashified
haha.
anyway,
got to go hatarakimasu like now
i got many new students now.
i think i can handle my students
better with more than a year's experience.

today is a long day.
got seminar some more
tiring

anyway,
i on protein diet from monday.
this time i wanna be 47 kg and stay at 45 kg.
don care how long it takes.
GANBATTE ne...
ok. got to go work now.

anyway hi
mia for so long
cause my room has no internet
and my computer is very unstable prone to crashes

anyway, school starting on monday
sad....kanashi.. sob sob
anyway, i got 90% for jap test
ureshi.
my mother said of course
you always watch anime
and tok so much jap.
i think the particles still cannot make it.
ga, wa, ni, e so confusing lah.

anyway, it is raining haivily.
i want to go and exercise like mad today
cause yesterday i ate so much nonsense
exrcise until my stomach grumbling.

i finally took photo for my ps card yesterday
haha..... after a year!!!!
i almost didn't take photo.
12 30 i arrived on the dot.

anyway, in 10 years or less maybe 8 years time
i wanna go live in aussie
i made up my mind
save money for house and car
and find job
sg is tooo atsui!!!!

today i have cello
the pieces are getting harder
and i think i sound damm horrible
anyway, my teacher will be off for 2 months
should i take jazz piano in the mean time????

school starting soon....
ah.... kanashi.....

aiyoh i don noe wat modules i am supposed to take.
damm.
now there are only four modules reflected in my time table
is that supposed to be correct???
i think i registered for 7!!

school starting soon but i have no idea when
i need to buy new hand phone cause my hp spoil
if i am uncontactable haha. million of ppl will be worried

sch exp was fun for the first few days
then, suddenly i am the teacher who
sits at the back of the classroom day dreaming.

i am still worried abt my time table
i almost forgot to register for time table
lucky dat dae, i nothing better to do go to portal.
then i had to register for a crappy cem module cause the rest
of the classes are full.

anyway, been watching cardcaptor recently.
sakura-chan veri cute.
and li-kun too.
but sigh... finish already.
can they go and make some more???

i am sooo fat.
i bet santa could fit in the chimmney and i can't
i am not eating anything anymore.
i swear. ppl i am on diet.
pls don call me out to eat.
though ppl sae i not fat
i think i am very fat.
i bet i am the fattest amongst my friends.

i went to perth and ate non-stop.
guilty!!!
perth is very nice i wanna go and live there
wait i serve my bond first and continue another 2 more years.
and then do my masters
then i go there.

i don dare touch my cello.
cause i sccaredm of the strings.
my teacher going on 2 mth leave.
got my time table.
no school on friday.
will not take ge.
where is my studies in pop and jazz?
they don offer it this sem????

jap test next week.
ok. i don even noe the form request form of tabemasu
tabereba iii desu ka?
sounds weird.

ok. the room is in a mess.
i got to clean it.
find the hall keys.
take photo for my psc card
ya like delayed since last year.
then clean my bloody room.
and then go gym.
and then return my library books.

i very scared fat.