obsession

i managed to survive today
passed my BTT
ced presentation went smoothly
and ccl went smoothly
i hope edmund liked it.
we really worked hard.

why do i have this feeling
whatever it is edmund will
give us a B?


i don wan B's
endmund please be nice!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am glad my group has
really sorted out our differences

i am glad that i wont have enemies
when i graduate.
but again
i am upset that i didnt apologize
and acted like nothing had happen.

anyway, today is a shiong day
have my basic theory
followed by ced presentation
followed by ccl fieldtrip
demonstration
i am so going to kill myself.
just hope everything
runs real smooth tom.
shall treat myself thosai.

today i applied BM in my teaching.
wah! it works.!
theories are applicable!



i want to be a tour agent in the future
so fun!!

wah i think
i tore a ligament or something
everytime i walk
ITAIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like crying.
so freaking pain lah.

anyway, because of that.
i have stopped jogging for like
nearly 2 weeks
alsways because of injury
i fail to exerciese.

and lately i have been going to mc donalds
ALOT
ok.
the reason is because
the manager there looks like ohno
so cute.
haha.
ok. ya i grow fat just to look at people.
but wat to do
my school got no one to look at.
i look at the chairs and plants.

and i have registered for driving
they say i have to take 30 theory classes
wtf.
ridiculous.
think i so stupid.
haha.

testing.

the most important rule that
we feel should be in the classroom
is treat others with respect and
treat them like how u want people to treat you.

treating people with respect is important.
if you don treat ppl with respect
no one will respect u in turn.
anyway, that's what i feel.

ok. today is like dooms day la.
some of my friends have been really
supportive and i cant thank them enough
i don noe who is at fault here.
maybe my sensitivity is also
partially at fault.
sorry la not so thick skin.

i am generally a happy person.
who try to be sociable.
i mean if i can survive being in
japan alone with no friends
prior to the trip,
i suppose i am indeed a friendly person.
i think.

i don really like confontations.
and i think generally i can work with
different types of people.
but ppl who have no respect for others.
that i cannot tolorate.

generally, in jc,
so far i havent really argued with anyone
except maybe that time when rus was angry with
me during cca day for some reason but after
sc meeting all was well.

and in secondary school,
maybe i had some serious
ugly confrontations.
which ended all well.
i suppose.
i was angry because
the ppl who i tot were my friends
didn't treat me with respect.
and maybe because i hate waiting for ppl
all of the squabbles started.
in the end, all went well.

i hope in university
and after university,
i would not need to argue with a
peer or a collegue.
treat others the way u want them to treat u.
that's the most important rule in the classroom.

i hope today's meeting will be o.k.

ppl with low eq are stupid
because they cant relate with ppl
how can u treat ur peers like a dog
when they are neither below or above u.
some ppl really need to get their eq checked.
i hate bitchy, bratty and bodoh ppl.
nuff said.

firstly,
i want to talk about netball
in primary school
i tot netballers were annoying
in secondary school
i tot netball was stupid
and netballers were bitchy and annoying
in jc
i ignored netballers
because netball was not such an 'in' cca.
in university,
i still think netball sucks
and netballers are annoying.

maybe there's this "netball"
rule guide to netball girls bitchy
behaviour or something.
never let me noe ur a netballer.
i prolly wont have a good impression of u.

if i am a sch principal
one cca i will not have
will definately be netball.
and if any pe teacher is
a netball specialist
that's it.

i mean girls who play rugby are ok
basketballers are ok
softballers are ok
runners are ok
badmintoneers are ok
tennisus are ok.
but netballers not ok.
their like cheerleaders.
annoying brats.

anyway,
lately i have been thinking alot of money.
i wish i was not so materialsistic
then i don need to waste part of my brain
thinking of how to make more money

anyway,
school is annoying.
i just cant wait for chinese new year
well, end of january
most of school stuff
would have ended.

anyway, even though
2007 has just started
i think i will find this year
a year in which i want it to quickly end
haha. maybe because i am looking
forward to 2008
cause i want to graduate
and buy my car!!!!!!!!!!
and do my masters!!!!!!!!!!
i hope can get scholorship
so don need to fork money
ex sia.

but nevertheless,
i have to make good use of 2007.
7 is lucky number.
i look forward to fyp.
i want to major in plant sciences.
i told u all i wanted to be a farmer wat
maybe look into crop fertilizers
or nitrogen content
or how to make plants photosynthesize faster
for maximum crop yield.
haha.

and my end of year japan trip.
wah 3 weeks man
and a possibility of meeting my ohno!!!!!!!!
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!

and also will start driving soon!!!!!
i hope i will be lucky and pass on first time.
everyone passed first time
malu if i dont

and also will start practicum soon.
i hope to do well.
the sake of a percentage of
singapore's future
is in my hands.
will not destroy the students future.

so to conclude,
things that i look forward in 2007:
1. driving lisence
2. fuyo nippon!!!
3. fyp
4. practicum
5. more money haha!!!!
6. FEBRUARY!!!!

things i don look forward in 2007:
1. depression
2. weight gain
3. turning 21. ( i mean 19)

things that i really look forward to in 2008:
1. GRADUATION
2. CAR
3. hopefully cross fingers, toes and every part of my body, masters!!

so must work like crap again.
ppl bear with me.
one and a half year more
and i wont be so mia
promise.

oh yes, i conclude that
if u are not married
u look younger.

yeah. this december japan.
3 weeks.
and maybe i get to see arashi.
so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss miss japan.

tomoro school
i am kanashified.
i want to slack some more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

though i don really like school.
i think i miss being a student
and wearing a uniform.
wearing a uniform means that u are young.
i miss my childhood days.

i don ever wan to graduate.
can i just keep schooling forever.
haha.



being young rules.
stupid teenagers
who demand to grow up.

school is going to start this monday
a few more days.
time table is out so blardee late lah.
so ANNOYING!!!!
don they realise ppl have to plan their
schedule.
lame people.

must plan for school and work
i wish i am not so materialistic
so i don need to work so much
but whatever it is
i am so blardee materialistic

anyway, this sem,
though i onli have 4 modules.
bt the first 3 modules have to be
completed within 5 weeks?
and each is 3 AUs.
so baka.
squeeze 3 AUs in 5 weeks.
so though is 4 modules onli,
but the time is short
so its as good as
30 Assignments like last sem.
and this year this sem
is very important
its Practicum year.
this will make or break me.
no distinction no honours.
so whatever it is
i have to bribe the children to help
me get honours haha.
here u keep quiet i give
u a Pokemon card.

Ganbatte kudasai!
Zenbu A's!!!

1.no sleeping
2.no slacking
3.no dozing off in class
4.be aware of free loaders
5. no social life
6. no dreaming

1. do assignments like crazy
2. do assignments to the best ability
3. concentrate
4. focus
5. work like mad
6. work until end up in hospital whatever
i don care!!!!

School....
bring it on.