obsession

man i am seriously thinking of doing a part time business degree or something.
my throat is gettting from bad to worse.
this really is an occupational hazard.
i might complete my bond early because of this.
oh man.
stupid students.

anyway,
my sup is coming tom.
hope she doesnt observe me with my voice,
i might fail

why does my bf always make me cry?
not fair.
i tot ppl in love are always happy.
BLUFF.
so sad.

sigh. i think i will quit piano soon.
so sad. donno i think im not good enough.

as a teacher, i want my children to do well
when i teach them.
so pressurising.
if they dont do well i feel like its my fault.
YES, i am not ah chan who don care.

but i really love my class.
i can feel like they are like so happy to see me.
haha.
they even remember all the crap i talk in Social Studies.
haha!!
i looove my work!

jerico saes my family shouting
every morning
is the family love.
grrr my family is so weird
they love shouting at each other
esp weekends.

ANYWAY,
ITS HOLIDAY FOR A WEEK.
I love being a teacher.
haha.
this is like the best job ever.
even though i have to wake up at 4 or 5 am
i go home at 2pm earliest and latest maybe 6pm
but i will target to go home by 4pm
haha.
cause i need to sleep.

anyway,
no children,
no noise,
no raising my voice.
no telling kids to pay attention
FOR ONE WEEK.

haha.
i love my class the p5 one.
can tell they have somewhat
respect me.
hope i do well for this practicum.

i love teaching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was my first lesson failure.
ok. i wont have any failed lesson anymore.
my lesson learnt: students are stupid.
don think highly of them.
always think they are dumb and don understand anything.
i also learnt that questions can also empower students thinking.
FOR OLDER STUDENTS.
not P3 students.

ah i just want a distinction this time round
each and every observation must be a power packed one
with NO weakness.
JUST STRENGHTS.
come on.
last year class really toughen me up.
please please please God
help me get distinction.