obsession

 


ok. i noe this is still mediacore
but its a good try right???

anyone want to be our gigalo?

i already have 2
rus have none so far! 

stupid hello failed on me.
so who will win sg idol???
JONATHAN!!!
and he is not SLy!!
firstly,
he is so much cleverer than sly
and he is not cheena like sly
and i believe he will cater more to the 18 to above
market
the post secondary school market unlike sylvester
but i'm not voting
waste money
haha.

i packed my bag.
still need shampoo
and my name tag!!!
can't find it!
and my council t-shirt!
and comb
and contacts
yes. that's about it.
i can't wait.
hokkaido here i come!!!!



yes.. photoshop is addictive!!!

i am depressed shit!! 

i have an eaTING disorder
i tend to beinge
ya. that's why a day w/o exercise
and me sitting at home
doing nothing is bad
because i will do something
EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i gained 2 kg this week just because
i didn;t exercise
my metabolism
is screwed
after japan i am going for acupunture i don't care
acupunture helped me lose 5 kg after all.

anyway,
I AM GOING to japan in like 5 days time
tanoshimi!!! haha (learnt this from maya-san)
and I AM GOING TO EAT CHICKEN in Japan
(ok. sorry... why do i always think of food?
why?)
and go karaoke
and onsen (yes! NAKED)
and eat my udon!! yum yum i wan tempura udon
and i am spending $100 on a japanese buffet
i am going to eat to my heart's content
ya.i will just eat the sea food.
i am so excited!!!!!!!!!!
and after i leave
arashi is going to perform in hokkaido
sad sad

and JAMIE CULLUM is performing on the 15th juneat Singapore
WHY? WHY? WHY?
why he must go and perform on that dae?
nvm i shall go and see his concert next time
I LOVE JAMIE CULUM (all ohno lookalike rules!)

and lastly singapore idol 2
hoho ho
i have a few favourites already
i really like the jonathan from the
nus business school
he is SO NOT ANOTHER V. OF SLY
clever plus talented what a splendid combi
and there's another guy with cap
i think he's name is hady
his voice like air.
ok. i hope my fav will like stay long long
so got more of them for me to watch
ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!
who i don't like?
paul threehill
my GOd i so hate his hair
it's ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!
that's it.
if he remove his hair i might not hate him too much


but jonathan is the best!!!
ganbarimasu!

i think join this idol contest
must have lots of patience (must queue.. queue until die)
and must tolarate alot of critisism (must have super extra thick skin!)
i admire this ppl
how i wish i have the patience to wait
and wait and wait
haha!

but i love my job
and no i don't wan to be the next singapore idol
cause ur career will just be in singapore

and i am off to write science notes
watch out for my name
i shall write the science textbooks in the future
haha!

shit la.
no money
i go and spend it on spa
and massage
yes.. that's where all my money gone to
shit la.
no money.
i feel lost and confused.
any rich guys out there
willing to supply my income???????????

shit la.
i am so broke.
i never bluff you want.
shit la. shit la.
i still want to buy tablet pc.
how?

anyway,
muhd like failed all his subjects
except english, malay and music
wonderful
best five subjects with english (lr15=43)
wah so good
last time i didn't study
hanging out with the sisters
i failed 3 sciences still can
crap out lr15 of 18.

so its benkyoshimasu
all the way
for him!!!!!!!!!
yesterday do e-math shiok until midnight
he will so shock his teachers!!!
i will pass my so-called brain machine to him
let him sit under it and absorb knowledge
haha.

i think i'm more excited than him

anyway,
i borrowed takusan takusan hon!!!
ok. mainly bio books

currently reading
in the blood
something about evolution and religion

science and religion always conflict?
i don think so.

i mean i do believe in evolution.
though i also believe that adam and eve were the first homo sapians
yeah. so they can be the first homo sapians
why not?

after all homo sapians did come from other homo sp.
omoshiroi desu ne...

i mean i think science and ethics do conflict
but maybe not science and religion
like using pig hearts as a replacement.
i mean if that blardee
pig is the last hope of saving ur life
i think uve got to use it no matter what
i think anyway,
otherwise u'll die.
which is not good.

ok.
i also borrowed in pursuit of plants.
cool plant book.
i don noe why but i am addicted to kingdom plantae!!!!!!!!!

and yesterday i dreamt of results
i got three A's and failed the rest.
i don noe whether to be happy or sad.
shit la.
i hate these kind of dreams
what if i never get any A's.
shit la. shit la.

i think my metabolism is totally corrupted
i can't lose weight no matter what
shit la shit la.

and also
i will be going to nipon in a weeks time
ureshi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like a japanese
i go there all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!

better watch out for future teachers. ok. ok. i shall stop posting pictures 

i really really love plants. let me get a for cab 201/202 please please please please please please. 

i love japan and ohno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and arashi.  

ok. my cats. my lovely pinchy, ahbu and noi. sorry beth and sister left u guys out. now off to watch tv. 

all my beloved friends plus cute pinchy lookalike.  

stromalotites. broyophytes, cooksonia, leprodendriales, golden chicken,maiden hair fern, fern allie, sellaginella and fiddle head of fern due to auxin (from left to right, down to up) 

rus bdae. ok. i noe this is way overdue. i am excited trying out this new software 

fungi, orchid, bromeliads (first time i see real live), spanish moss.. also a bromeliad. all so very pretty. 

botanic gardens. very pretty. and the night after that i dreamt of dr lum. SCARY!!!! 

china town and little india. ok sorry no kampong glam i am malay 

haha. ok. i wanted to post this long time ago post exam mess. see the pile of notes i have to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

this was the photo frame i made for rus during exam time. should have submitted it for ced 201. 

okay.
i am dead bored.
i have lots of things to do.
but i am just too lazy to do it.
and there are things i shouldn't do
(like eat so much)
but i am doing it.

argh.
things i have to do
1. play that sonata song (otherwise the philipino prof hunt me and murder me)
2. research on nipon??? (frustrate myself onli no use. i hate confrontations).

speaking of which.
i hate confrontations
i hate troubling people
i hate disagreeing with people
i am basiclly a people pleaser.
usually if there's a diagreement
i will give in
unless i strongly disagree or whatever
is that a bad thing?

anyway,
i think teachers are quite free
if they can go round reading students' blogs.
then when they are not happy about something
they ask the student's to take it down
but isn't the blog a personal thing?
unless of course la
u photoshop the teacher and put
their head with naked body
or say something crudely vulgur
is unacceptable

something which goes like this
1. i hate so and so because he is a fucking lazy teacher
and i didn't learn anything during his lesson
2. stupid teacher gice us so many homework don even
go through the homework what's the point man
is acceptable.

something like this:
1. stupid teacher suck my %*$(&@*$^$&%*$
is unacceptable

i noe i am talking gibberish.
anyway,
i can't imagine ah yong or ah lim
reading all this.
total crap
they will faint with the faulty info
i listed down.

of course i can sae
i hate ah lian
blardee biased and rasict
think we all primary school kids ah??
(hopefully i don get supervisor like her)
if i do.. wah lau chalat
i HAVE TO BE A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID AND
SUCK UP TO MY TEACHER
haha.
i also hate snobbish non phd scholars
who think they are so smart
just because they have a psc scholarship
and they can look down on others
just because other people don have an suv
and can waste people time on BRICKS
my ass. 2 hrs man!!! can give me free the whole day
i remember... i remember!!!!!

anyway,
my fingers are damm ugly now
cause i have been seriously playing the cello
i have non soft fingers
sad. the string is killing me
and its a medium string only lo.

anyway,
have been to orchard recently
and i keep on seeing this girl
she's damm cute
(ok. i think she's cute)
and we keep on bumping at the same place...
then i think se's a bi or les or whatever
cause i saw her holding hands with another girl
the third time i bump to her
so its really weird
the weirdest part is that
i dreamt of her and her lesbian partner
and she told me she wants to dump her and date me
and in my dream i was kind of happy
because she's really pretty and cute
she looks like devon aoki

and devon aoki is my fav model
hence the nick aoki

QUESTION: AM I LES???????????????
I ALSO DON NOE!!!!
I MEAN i think this gay/les thing
is just a mental problem
so i don believe in it?
but the thing is
right now or eversince uni
i started noticing less and
less of the oppsite sex
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am not les
i am not les
i am not les.

i will marry a plastic surgeon
and he will be XY
and he will do liposuction and a tummy tuck for me
i saw this magazine on how tummy tuck
is done gross.
but the end result is worth it.

they have to reposition ur navel or something
but the end result is worth it
i wouldn't mmind doing my nose too
sorry i just think i am blardee ugly

ok. i am supposed to go for
pilates today
but i am dead lazy
and my muscles are damm pain
after yesterday's class.

ok i am on a mission to lose weight
(like since forever)
only this time i am exercising more
but eating normally
i have been yoyoing too many times
my weight has gone up and down
and up
and i conclude my metabolism is destyoyed
cause i have been on this plataue
for nearly 3 weeks
how irritating is dat??????

ok. anyway,
i am dead bored.
i am too lazy to research anything on
japan.
let other people do la.
wait i frustrate myself onli.

anyway, i found this
i must have put it up a gillion
years ago
here
from after a-levels
to hall
to hari raya.
the pictures are abit blur
must be last time
the cam megapixels not so good.

how time fries (quoted ah quek)
everyone is so busy
and everyone grown so much
(as in not grown fat but grown in character)
everyone changed so much
(except me.. i am sloppy as usual)
haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok crap stuff.

ok. i must admit
that i love books
and kinokuniya and borders are my
favourite shopping centres
and orchard
and orchard library

today went to orchard road
and bought undergarments
wah blush have super
extremely cheap sale
usual price $60 drop
all the way to 8 bucks
can u believe it?
i just had to buy
and it makes ur boobs look
big!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bigger than truimphs!!!!!!!!!!!
wah lau!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,
saw irwin in orchard too
haha.

anyway,
as i was saying
i love boooks
ok. actually
i conclude that i love to read
about evolution and stuff
though quran sae
adam and eve is created by God
i don think it said that
there is no such thing as evolution???
don noe.
i just blantly sae
yes adam and eve were made by God
but we evolved.
i means its super duper weird
if we put adam and eve aside
we know that evolution does exist!!!
it makes sense
co evolution and wat not.
like flowers onli seem to have elaborate petal designs
and modification of anther and stamen
with the evolution of animals (that's co-evolution)
how could evolution be so wrong????????????

ok. right now i am reading
david atternburg
private life of plants.
should have read this books
before my exams!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!! nevermind
i read it for enjoyment
its so interesting.
to me anyway.
should watch the video
then it is clearer as u read the books

after this book
i intend to read origin of speicies by charles darwin
should i buy the book or just borrow it in library
it seem cool to own one
it is onli $15 bucks hardcover in kinokuniya
amazon.com sells it for $14 without shipping.

conclusion:
just buy me books during my birthday
(which is a very long time)
don buy me anymore cat stuff!!!!!!!!!

singapore is unique because it is
a multicultural society
but what does it means to be a multicultural society?
does it mean that we are multicultural
because during racial harmony day,
we wear and exchange traditional clothing?
only when ou take cem 232 studies in multiculturalism u will noe.
does it mean to have friends of other races?
does it mean to respect other races?
and what does it mean by respect?
does it means not to critisize other races?

anyway,
for me i feel that
though i am malay,
i noe nuts about its culture
(n.b. culture not equal to religion)
for instance
during hari raya,
i don eat ketupat and stuff
and open house we have chicken rice
haha.

when i took studies in malay music
i learnt that
indonesian music and malay music is different
who knew that the gemalan was an indonesian scale?
i tot mulay and indonesian was the same

and yesterday i learnt malay dance
i took 3 hours to leann a one minute dance step
haha. ok
malay dance is difficult
who knew that the hand had a position too
and u must be sooooo gentle
so unlike me

my new year resolution: to be gentle (hehe)

anyway,
back to culture:
i feel that singapore's culture is dying
i mean we are becoming too westernized
its good la
then we wont know what our roots are
then we will lose our identity
we wont be uniquely singapore
malaysia has more malay culture than us
and since the chinese there are so united
they still preserve their chinese culture
(acc to my chinese malaysian fwen)
so what about us????

oh ya.
thanks bio ppl for having the gathering
though i felt quite useless
cause i just go there eat and watch tv
and i have yet to pay april money

ok. sorry about the peejay post
i just hate pj dats all.

anyway,
i have been addicted to youtube lately
i keep on watching those drama serials
but can't be helped
matsu jun, nino and sho damm cute
but ohno has no dramas
so there is no ohno drama to watch
damm.

i recommend stand up
and also hana yori dango
its so cute
haha.

anyway,
last monday
rus and i went to sit
for japanese
we passed.
i think i watch stand up
while study is very effective

anyway, i would really want to work hard
for my japanese
so that i can go on the ship
haha.. i keep on talking about this ship

i want to go on a ship!!!