obsession

shit la.
i am so broke.
i never bluff you want.
shit la. shit la.
i still want to buy tablet pc.
how?

anyway,
muhd like failed all his subjects
except english, malay and music
wonderful
best five subjects with english (lr15=43)
wah so good
last time i didn't study
hanging out with the sisters
i failed 3 sciences still can
crap out lr15 of 18.

so its benkyoshimasu
all the way
for him!!!!!!!!!
yesterday do e-math shiok until midnight
he will so shock his teachers!!!
i will pass my so-called brain machine to him
let him sit under it and absorb knowledge
haha.

i think i'm more excited than him

anyway,
i borrowed takusan takusan hon!!!
ok. mainly bio books

currently reading
in the blood
something about evolution and religion

science and religion always conflict?
i don think so.

i mean i do believe in evolution.
though i also believe that adam and eve were the first homo sapians
yeah. so they can be the first homo sapians
why not?

after all homo sapians did come from other homo sp.
omoshiroi desu ne...

i mean i think science and ethics do conflict
but maybe not science and religion
like using pig hearts as a replacement.
i mean if that blardee
pig is the last hope of saving ur life
i think uve got to use it no matter what
i think anyway,
otherwise u'll die.
which is not good.

ok.
i also borrowed in pursuit of plants.
cool plant book.
i don noe why but i am addicted to kingdom plantae!!!!!!!!!

and yesterday i dreamt of results
i got three A's and failed the rest.
i don noe whether to be happy or sad.
shit la.
i hate these kind of dreams
what if i never get any A's.
shit la. shit la.

i think my metabolism is totally corrupted
i can't lose weight no matter what
shit la shit la.

and also
i will be going to nipon in a weeks time
ureshi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like a japanese
i go there all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!