obsession

okay.
i am dead bored.
i have lots of things to do.
but i am just too lazy to do it.
and there are things i shouldn't do
(like eat so much)
but i am doing it.

argh.
things i have to do
1. play that sonata song (otherwise the philipino prof hunt me and murder me)
2. research on nipon??? (frustrate myself onli no use. i hate confrontations).

speaking of which.
i hate confrontations
i hate troubling people
i hate disagreeing with people
i am basiclly a people pleaser.
usually if there's a diagreement
i will give in
unless i strongly disagree or whatever
is that a bad thing?

anyway,
i think teachers are quite free
if they can go round reading students' blogs.
then when they are not happy about something
they ask the student's to take it down
but isn't the blog a personal thing?
unless of course la
u photoshop the teacher and put
their head with naked body
or say something crudely vulgur
is unacceptable

something which goes like this
1. i hate so and so because he is a fucking lazy teacher
and i didn't learn anything during his lesson
2. stupid teacher gice us so many homework don even
go through the homework what's the point man
is acceptable.

something like this:
1. stupid teacher suck my %*$(&@*$^$&%*$
is unacceptable

i noe i am talking gibberish.
anyway,
i can't imagine ah yong or ah lim
reading all this.
total crap
they will faint with the faulty info
i listed down.

of course i can sae
i hate ah lian
blardee biased and rasict
think we all primary school kids ah??
(hopefully i don get supervisor like her)
if i do.. wah lau chalat
i HAVE TO BE A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID AND
SUCK UP TO MY TEACHER
haha.
i also hate snobbish non phd scholars
who think they are so smart
just because they have a psc scholarship
and they can look down on others
just because other people don have an suv
and can waste people time on BRICKS
my ass. 2 hrs man!!! can give me free the whole day
i remember... i remember!!!!!

anyway,
my fingers are damm ugly now
cause i have been seriously playing the cello
i have non soft fingers
sad. the string is killing me
and its a medium string only lo.

anyway,
have been to orchard recently
and i keep on seeing this girl
she's damm cute
(ok. i think she's cute)
and we keep on bumping at the same place...
then i think se's a bi or les or whatever
cause i saw her holding hands with another girl
the third time i bump to her
so its really weird
the weirdest part is that
i dreamt of her and her lesbian partner
and she told me she wants to dump her and date me
and in my dream i was kind of happy
because she's really pretty and cute
she looks like devon aoki

and devon aoki is my fav model
hence the nick aoki

QUESTION: AM I LES???????????????
I ALSO DON NOE!!!!
I MEAN i think this gay/les thing
is just a mental problem
so i don believe in it?
but the thing is
right now or eversince uni
i started noticing less and
less of the oppsite sex
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am not les
i am not les
i am not les.

i will marry a plastic surgeon
and he will be XY
and he will do liposuction and a tummy tuck for me
i saw this magazine on how tummy tuck
is done gross.
but the end result is worth it.

they have to reposition ur navel or something
but the end result is worth it
i wouldn't mmind doing my nose too
sorry i just think i am blardee ugly