obsession

everyone cheats.
but not as bad as him.
i noe i have flings.
and i noe its wrong to have them while im with him.
but at least i noe im wrong.
and ive stopped eve since.
but not him.
even his mum is mad at him.
even his mum have some common sense to realise
he is spending quite some time with other ppl and not
the gf.
then no apologies.
u noe wat u did was wrong.
holding hands with a diff gender is ok?
is it really ok?
im not ok with it.
and ive told u dat before.
and im wrong to get jealous?
its my fault to worry n get ngry?
omg.
im really so dumb to fly there n stuff.
im really so dumb to believe that u can be faithful to me.
im really so dumb to believe that we r going to be happily married n im going to have ur kids.
im really damm dumb to have fallen in love with u.